i'm a happy girl ,

hihihihi peopleeeeeeeeeeeee !

so sad i didnt go katong with sister , instead i went jb rebond hair !

shop around , there de clothes not nice one -.-

went bugis street with mummy , she brought me onetop and 4 nf shorts

total 100plusssssss ! thanks mom <3

i spent her 2oo plus today , loveyou the most mom ! :D

i forgot to bring my hp out today , HAHA !

went home at 11plus , going john chalet tmr i guess ?

now is 2.20am , i am still not tired !

any kind soul want entertain me ? hehe !

nights peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ;D

memories

Woke up by alot of calls , espically felicia lee jing tian woke me up !
prepare and went to simei , trim eyebrown . hehe !
i cut bangs , screw bangs _l_ .
than walk around , went ot bugis !
went to do fishspa and nails .
shop around , yvonne and daddy came find me .
chatted awhile , went to buy shirts .
i spent 60plus today , brokeeeeeeeeeeeee >:
than went fusion meet michelle , slack till 8plus ?
and went to kr , slack till 11 plus .
and homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

okay , whatever .
i just hate you so much manzxzxzxz !
why act so kind , sweet and nice infront of me ? HAHA !

i went out with SANDY'S daughter ; D
FELICIA LEE JING TIAN !
went kfc to eat , talk alot with her (L) !
know i meet someone who is crazy ?
VIVIANNNNNNNNNNNNN !
she came find me at lanshop , hehe .
talk to her ,take picture .
than pei her walk to stadium there , went cs to meet doreen .
went interchange , saw chicken
walk home with him afterthat : D

hey girl , stop being childish can ?!
i know you are young still haven grow up .
hate me say infront of me la , dont go round telling me .
dont act one kind and sweet infront of me .
you hate me right ? i will hate you more i tell you.
childish people _l_ , get lost from my life than ; D
i pierce you huanlo ?

sucker _l_

The world stops for me

26nov -

went girlgirl house , slack awhile .
than went off , walked to downtown .
went chalet , pierce my smiley .
thanks girlgirl ! ; D
than went johnny chalet , slack there till 5am .
was funfunfun !

i got nothing much to post , bye people !

michelle told me to do ; D

1. Do you have secrets?
yes
2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
of cos i will ! ; D
3. Do you enjoy going school?
no , not at all (:
4. What will you do with a billion dollars?
SHOPPING (:
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend's stead?
no , and i wont .
6. If you have to choose one person between your best friend and boyfriend, who will you choose?
boyfriend , it will soon be my friend what ? LOL ;x
7.List out your 20 current favourite songs:
Dont have.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what will you do?
it wont happen , hehe .
9. Is there something that has made you extremely happy?
nico came and visit me !
10. Who is your favorite singer/actor?
your mother , your father , your whole family ;x
11. How do you see yourself 10 years ago?
i dont know ><
12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
my 8 sisters , brothers and family
14. Which is important? Family or Career?
family ,
15. What is your favorite color?
red is hothothot !
16Would you give your all in a relationship?
depend on how the person treat me , *wink
17. If two different person fall in love with you, who will you choose?
the one i love and trust the most ^^
18. Would you forgive the person who betrayed you?
it depends , i have people who betrayed .
19. What will you tell to the person you love?
i love you la ! haha ;x
20. Five people I tagged:
Anyone (:

43 days ,

43 days of waiting , i wonder will you be back ?
it's hard to forget you know .
i belive in miracle , maybe one day you will be back
who knows ?


i've been busy these few days , some people even ask why so long nvr see me ? HAHA .
Happy birthday hongjie (:
yesterday went bugis to buy my shirt
went katong , sing and celebrate hongjie birthday .
went hospital than eastpoint
than went kr: D


i know last time i was a _ _ _ _ _ _ _
but i have change , not like last time already.
i know how i treat you , i am so sorry .
i regretted , but i know it's too late to say all these .
seeing your message everyday make me miss you ):

unbearable

whatever i say now is usless already .
why cant you care ? ):
i dont know will you be reading or what .
but it's just my feelings , i hope you understand .
i try to forget you , step by step .
but each time i heard your name or think of you , i move a step back .
why why why is this happening ?
i dont know why cant i let go of you , i know you already let go of me .
you wont be like last time , i did regret . but what is the point ?



went cs with felicia and sixian , brought present for shaun .
than siewhong came , took bus21 to pasir ris .
went his chalet till 1am plus .
cab homeeeeeeee , lazy to post .

leave down your email , i may private blog
i hate strangers to see , lol ;x


mp&yc , come out must contact us alright ?
you treat us very good ,
must takecare inside yeah ?
everything will very fine
i keep your MP&YC secret very long already , haha !
takecareeeeeeeeeeee ! : D

Happy birthday barry and michelle (:

Life is always full of ups and down .
ever since you left , that is when i realise you are important .
you but not the person you always mention .
i have always be loving you , just that you didn't realise .
missing you so much sometimes , make me feel like smsing you
i want to tell you alot of things , but i know you wont be there for me .
useless , pointless , whatever i do now is so pointless .
nobody will ever understand .
you know i am still waiting ? you wont know .
you dont even care , you still live your life happily .
while i am sad everyday , missing you everyday , loving you everyday
i dont know when will this stop , it's killing me
i have stop my slashing , what's next ?
you wont know , cos you wont even care .
blame me for saying these or what , it's just those words in my heart .
i am sorry ,


now i am only left with my sisters , they are always there for me .
Felicia , sixian , siewhong , yanyan , nico , doreen , michelle and ashley <3
i miss nico alot , i want to see you .
you are still young , you dont deserve this kind of life .
i hate your family , they dont even fuckcare .
but you know we 8 sisters will be here for you right ?
dont matter what i will wait for you to be out
no matter how long , i will wait (:


Went for barry chalet and my mother friends chalet .
felicia and sixian was drunk
sixian was damm funny , but many things happen
around 12am , went downtown slack .
i saw someone , which make me miss that person the whole night .
ton at panda house , wenjie and the rest also ton .
went home at 7plus , going downtown later again .

i am so tired of life , i wish i could live happily .
but i just cant , tell me whyyyyyyy?


i didnt went pasir ris , clear my home room from 3pm to 8 ;x
meet michelle at 201 , barry came .
took bus to tm and cs .
went find wenjie , ben and johnny .
went kr , slack awhile .
got something happen ? than follow them
go pasar malam buy chicken wing ! hee ;x
than went 161 coffee shop , than their friend house
just beside vanessa house , LOL .
than she from window talk to us , than went off .
lompang mummy cab homeee ; D

tmr got 2 chalet , hees !

so much to say ,

Long picturezxz !

i am already speachless , whatever i do now is pointless
where are you ? i miss you so much
it's killing me so much ):
tell me what to do please ? i am really tired
wake me up when everything has ended


Friendster sucks , shit it manzxz .
and i use to have over 700 friends ?
now i have 12 friends ?
screw friendster , so shitt ;x

i am going pasir ris later , will update when i am back ! : D

Nothing more , to bring you back .

i am so tired already , i dont know what am i thinking past few days .
i wish i could go somewhere and dont see you ,
it make me miss you more everytime when i see you .
tell what what to do ? i really dontknow ):
why love hurts so much ? _l_
life is so boring ):


wake up , went expo with mummy .
home at around 1 plus , prepare and train to bugis to meet my baby : D
happy 3rd month , loveyou girl ; D
went marina and bugis , home at 11plus .
meet me soon baby !
Thanks for your elmoooooooooooo ! hees .

HAPPY 3rd MONTH BABY !

here's a very special post for you , i have know you for 3 month ; D
you are the first in my heart manzxzxz !
if you are sad or what you can call me , i will always be there for you right ?
i am meeting you tomorrow , finally !
dont forget our promise for 1year horh ! i want gogogogogo sit ;x
talking to you on the phone was fun , all our secrets!
loveyou baby , you will always stand a place on my heart

somehow i miss you ,

hey love , i have been missing you this few days .
i've been crying so much each and every night till i got no more tears ,
and you have been enjoying all these while .
people thought that i am strong , but i aint .
all these while there is only you in my heart , but where are you ?
i miss you so much , did you care ?
slashing doesnt help me already , i dont even know what i will do next ?


Every of my tears and blood i've cause just for you , it seems nothing to you .
i envy those girls around me who's in love , they are so beautiful .
i've been knocked out so easily , so easily that i couldnt imagine i'm so week
so easily that i am going nuts .
tell me what to do ?
i still loveyou ):

it'll be so beatiful than i expect

i am tired of everything ,
tell me what should i do ?

i am going out later , i think ?
this will be my last post , wait for me to post again allright ; D
for now i will go MIA , that will be better .

bye peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

regrets ,

i wish i can move on , i really cant stand it .
it's killing me everyday .
how i wish you were right here , regrets .
tell me when will all this stop ?




Woke up at around 1 plus , ashley sister came find me at around 4 ?
i love her alot , you know ?!
she came up my house , pass her things .
i prepare hao leh , she pei me go downstair , and she went off .
walked to 201 to meet felicia and michelle .
walked around 201 , brought bubbletea and cheese fries ! haha :D
i saw quanlong , long time never see him ;x
off to safra to meet siewhong , play pool .
at first i don't know how to play , it has been dont know how long since i play ?
than slowely know already , johnny , oneguy and panda came .
after that sam came , than ben , wenjie and clement .
we play pool total amount was $24 plus .
expensive right ? -.-
than something happen , dont mention ; D
went off at 10plus , home at 11 ; D

I can feel the pain

You kept my tears going on , whywhywhy ? ):

i want stop everything now and start all over again

but i can't , why ? just tell me why ? ):

woke up at 1plus today , came onlineee ; D

chatted with michelle alot of things .

i am meeting you today ley ! haha .

going safra to play pool today *wink .

will blog when i am back .

i envy those people who have their loves one ;x

i also oneeeeeeeeeeee !

who willing to takecare of me ? cheyyyyyyyy .

enough of crap , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

A chances to make things right

Love is killing me , like thousands of knife slashing
tell my why love is so hurt ? );
i learnt how to regret when you don't treasure things
blame me for all these


Meet my 3 sisters at kr , than went to pasir ris ; D
went to e-hub to have lunch , walk around .
acctually wanted to watch this show , but didn't


so went walk around , got two boys keep following us .
than disao and stuffs , damm funny.
walk around downtown , went to whitesands .
around 7 took bus to tm .
went B1 to meet johnny , ben and one more guy .
than walk to kr , played audi .
slack outside , i was bored .
so i started to took out my camera and flash everyone !
damm funny lurh , i want show you felicia picture .
but she don't allows , _l_ .
went inter with sixian and ben
guess who i saw ?
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VIVIAN WOODBRIDGEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :D
i miss her so much manzxzxzxz !
she love somebody already , ):
fastest bring your metta go out ley .
bcos you know why ?
SHE MISS YOU ALOT ~
so fastest give me a call , i will be free everyday just for you ! ; D

okay , i hate parents which always nag ? _l_
i am already FOURTEEN not THREE years old kid .
i know what the fuck i am doing .
i aint stupid please ._.
evertime go home , you make noise .
say what i treat you good bcos i got things to buy -.-
whatever shit , i dont give a damm already .



TELL YOU PEOPLE WHAT ,
FELICIA AND PANDA ACCTUALLY CHEATED ME .
DAMM YOU ! ;x
sibei paiseh you know , ohmygrawd ):
don't ever tell people or you two will die in my hand yeah , haha !
SUCKERS , _l_

The world stops for me

i'm way too far away from you .
dear god , the only thing i ask from you is get back loves one back ):


My eyebag are all coming out , no more late going of home this few days .
I need to get more sleep hurhs !
if not i will turn out to be like a polar bear , which i don't want !

i want go pula ubi this saturday , i hope all my sisters can join along .
i have 8 sisters in my heart .
Nico , felicia , doreen , sixian , michelle , ashley , siewhong and yanyan
one have left and will be back after 2 years , i hope you are fine .
i really wish one day all 9 of us can go out . deargod , grant my wish please (:

damm , my classmates all came disiao me today . wtf .
you people are lame , nehneh !
i don't give a damm .

it's 1.44am already , i beteer sleep early .
before panda turns out ! hees .

it'll be so beatiful than i expect

This is the fish spa i was talking about

At cine , you even have to Q to take the lift -.-

Elmo & cookemonster ; D

stay strong forever yeahs .

i showhow can't roate this picture , she force meee to take a picture *laughs

hello loveeeeeeeeeeeeee ,

I feel like i'm all drained out. My life sucked out of me and shit.
I have alot of pictures to upload , waiting for felicia to sent me .
meet 3 of my sisters at 201 , suppose to be 2.30 end up 3 .
sorry ashley precious didn't get to see you , i will meet you very soon .
know how much i miss you ? (:
took 518 to fareast , shop around .
was damm tired , went to cine to have lunch .
japenese food , it has been long since i last eat !
spent around 7 there ;o
saw one group of boys , damm funny .
wanted to take lift to the 9th floor , those boys disiao .
talk to them and went into the lift , wanted see them again .
so all of us went to the 3rd floor , than saw them .
i spent fucking $23 on a shirt , broke ):
left cine at around 7plus , walk around orchard .
was a very last minute decision to go over bugis .
walk to somerset took a train over .
shop around there , was bored
so i ask them want go for fish spa ? haha !
$6 for 15minutes , super fun i tell you ! shiok *winks*
it was 9plus already , took a train back to tampines .
i went home , tmr morning meeting cousins and auntys !
8am in the morning , hope i can wake up hurhs !

i'll upload all the pictures later when i hyave time okay ? ;D

any kind soul willing to watch a movie with me ?
i want watch movieeeeeeeeeee ~

BYEBYEBYE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE : D

I'LL GO BEYOND THE LIMIT
JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE

i am heading to town today , suppose to meet at 2.30
now is 2.10 and i have not even get ready .
think i better go bath , before someone kills me ! hees .
meeting all my loves today : DDDDDDDDDDDD

any kind soul willing to catch a movie with me ?
i hope i don't see any bitch at town area , you know who i am saying ! ;x

baby , my last luv

hello hunks and pretty !

i am so bored , so i came blogging !
Didn't went out past few days , staying at home was bored .
went out today to meet my sisters .
had a walk around tm and cs , was hungry .
meet mummy for dinner , *winks* .
tm foodcourt was close , damm .
went cs foodcourt instead , saw many familar faces over there ;o
headed back to kr , so many people was there ~.~
wanted to take a cab home , but michelle was taking busso took 21 together , hees .
went home at around 12 plus .

i am going fareast tomorrow with all my sisters ;D
i need a job , have been spending money like nobodys business !
receive nico news today , happy la dey !
but she must be inside for 2 years , can you imagine ? o.o
2 fucking stupid sucking years , damm .
i hope you will be allright , sister i miss you alot .
come out guailan me ley ! i am so bored without you.
i will stop blogging ,off to chat with some idiot people !

i'm so sickkkk ):
Didn't went out pass few days , bcos i am sick !
having fever again ) ;
i hope i will be fine on saturday , i am going fareast with all my sisters <3
will post when i have time , takecare peopleeeeee .

I'm currently so sick , ass ):
Felicia call me in the morning , need reach sixian house by 11
end up we reach at 12plus .
went up , we laugh at siewhong ;x
than at her house prepare , cab to pasir ris .
babbad day , awhile rain , plus got mud ._.
after that johnny and jiahao came ? hha .
thanaftethat kenneth and guaili
i went downtown meet doreen , wenjie and the rest
brought sixian present with wenjie , i hope you like it (:
slack at there , they smash cake at each other .
siewhong and sixian kanna the most ! LOL .
than they went to wash , slack there awhile
they decide to go bedok lanshop ?
cab with doreen , siewhong and guanli .
reach there , all went & eleven buy foods .
than aftethat they decide to drink , :D
make me and siewhong wanted to drink also .
than ...... 7plus all wake up .
took bus to kr , i went home to sleep ! haha;x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMSIXIAN!

will be tonning today , miss me people .
hees , (:

hihihi peopleeee ,

stayed at home today for the whole day .
around 2plus went tm with mummy , she brought laptop and shirts for me .
thanks mummy , i loveyou ; D hehes .

i am going to 3T2 next year , i will miss my class super much
2years of happy moment , i love my class so much .
thanks people for everything , smaucks ! hohos .

back to posting , miss me people ?
i have been working and slacking this few days
yesterday meet jiajia sisters , thanks sister .
i have a fun day with you ;D

heyhey love , it has been long since i last saw you
i am missingyou everyday , but i know it's pointless already .
if i tell you i still love you , you were think that all of my words is bullshit -.-
i really did regret what i have did in the past .
i didnt cherish you , you were the best i ever had .
but it's all pointless already right ?
if i had another chance , i will choose to love you back once more
treat you like my everything .
but i know it's too late , everything is already gone .
i still caree for you like i always did in the past .
deep in my heart , i am still loving you .
you wont understand , cos you aint me .
it hurts like thousand of knife slashing into your heart .
whatever i do now , you don't even care
how i wish i can call you and tell you how important are you
i know you wont be r eading my blog ,
everynight crying for you is pointless already , usless.
nobody understand me D:
i hope you can find someone you truly love , someone who can treat you better than me right ?
each time i break , i hurt you and myself .
i am sorry i didn't want it .
i don't know how to treasure people around me espically you .
iloveyou , D: