i can't move on

Dear Dairy ,

No one could understand how i felt .
where can i find another you?
it has been months ,
i guess it's gonna break me down ,
this is gonna hurt very much .
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
life has been bad for me , i needed you .
i dont know what am i thinking again ._.
i know you wont be there , i am just foolish , stupid and whatever you could say .
WAKE ME UP PLEASE , i am so stupid to wait .
14 feb is coming , last chance for me and you ? *dream on -.-

fading

school is geting hard for me ,
ATTIRE , NO CASE IN SCHOOL OR OUTSIDE AND CANT EVEN GET SCREEN BY POLICE
if not i will get EXPEL means NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME .
no school will want to take me too , i still got so many case in school which my dm show me today .
screw everything , i shall behave myself for this 1month .
pray hard nothing will happen to me and everyone .

sorry mom ,
i promise you this will be my last time .
i wont want to get expel right ? [:
i pray hard , god bless me nothing will happen for this whole year
bcos i want to continue to study , i dont wish to get expel .

My life is getting worst , i hate it . screw life it sucks !
Went school , hanling waited for me at my house downstair
went to take bus 28
assembly my dm called me go office after assembly
he knows my police case , i have to attend detention for ONE WEEK ! D:
worst thing , he will give me time and i need to go back by that time !
SUCK EVERYTHING @#!#!@!@#!#@
ended school , went 100plus slack .
than went 201 find yanheng
than find siewhong and felicia
slack awhile , i went home

nowadays my life is just GO SCHOOL - SLACK BEFORE 5.30 - HOME !
IHATEIT ALOTTTTTTTTTTTT ! ]:
pray hard nothing will happen to my this case

Went bedok HQ for 8 hours ._.
after that cab home ,
i had a BIG BIG quarrel with MOM ! D:


sorry mom , i didnt want it this way.
i hope everything will be alright , i dont want to go in too .
but the choice is not me or you .
sorry i scolded and beat ypu , regret .
SORRY MOM
thousands of sorry , i know by saying sorry wont forgive what have i done .
but i learn from my mistake D:
i wont do it again , i swear to god .

Screw life

Chinese new year was not bad , went mom's office .
get alot angbao , than took cab alone home .
mom want stay at there , went home
cousin was there slowely alot came , heh .
receive alot angbao [:
Celestine went my house downstair wait for me , i change and everything
we took a cab to sixian house .
went up sixian house , slack and everything .
went downstair find sam and junkai .
gamble and I LOST MONEY D:
around 7plus , took cab to kr .
slack till 8plus , i went home
cousin was still at my house , play and slack .
they went home .


Screw life , blame me for getting trouble everytime -'-
sorry mom , i know you treat me the best .
i am always the one who make you sad and trouble .
whatever i want you will get it for me , whatever you want from me
i dont do things for you , instead i get into stupid troubles for the second time .
I hate it , i dont wish my life to go inside too
i hope after this , no more troubles anymore
i swear i wont let you down , i swear i wont get into trouble
sorry mom , iluvyou D:

TAG REPLY

♥ JESSILYN: that time joanne help me pierce tongue th girl . ytd at kr , th hot pink girl .
LOL , okay i know who are you already [:
nameless: hello haha u clip started cliping up ur fringe?
i dont really know what are you talking :x

I HATE YOU !

photos with nico , luv you sister !


today went celebrate cny with cousins .
went woodland than sengkang to find qiuang
went up her house , slack and everything.
than we took cab to 471 to meet the rest
play lan there too , went off .
qiuang went up my house , afterthat she left me
bath and everything i went to cs meet siewhong , hongjie , panda and ben
went eat , thanks grasshopper ! [;
than went kr play lan , awhile later celestine came too .
slack there , michelle wanted go home
lent junkai bike , cycle to michelle house
than michelle sent me home [;
thanks , luvyou !

I HATE YOU AND YOU VERY MUCH D:

TAG REPLY

qiuang: hahaha! yea. like finally right? i know you miss me
heh , meetup soon again !
EVELYNNN: Er got go kr de ^^ I supposed you don't know me. Hah, nevermind it's okeh. Smiley pain?
told you on msn le [:
lala: how is the feeling of piercing smiley ar?
hah , normal , not really pain [:
Babynana :D: I cannot reply your message. I'll get it from you once after CNY
sure , pass me money too . luvs
♥ JESSILYN: tagged euu (: takecares
thanks , anyway you are ? :x

not in a good mood to post
bugis and tampines today , i brought 3 shoes ! *wink.

i got alot of things to say ,
but i don't know where shall i start .
i didnt know you change so much :o

3T2 is always the best in my heart
I HATE JOKES , I DONT TAKE JOKES -'-
Happy smsing uh -.- !

ANGRY , JEALOUS , SAD

HIIIII PEOPLE !

220109 - thrusday
Went kr to slack , heard that police called siewhong ?
thought was prank call at first
so call everyone to meet at kr [:
police called again , this time was real .
so everyone prepare and went down to hq .
write statment and everything
leave hq at around 10 plus ?
cycle back to tamp , reach home around 12plus [:

230109 - friday
went school today , chinese lesson i have been thinking alot of things .
had PE , not really in good mood yeap .
music watch step up 2 , after that maths get back test
I FAIL ]: blame me for being stupid , happy ?
was recess , than english
felicia and siewhong waited for me outside school .
went mac , guess who i meet ?

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NICO YOUNG ! i miss her nahs D:
chat alot with her at mac , she talk to us alot of things .
after that she needed go back hostel le ,
I WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO BE OUT [:
went tm and krtc to slack , cab home with ashley afterthat .
i am going to bath and go out again ! [:



Many things happen this few days , very shagg .
i hate you for being lidat , but i love you still .
i dont know what to do now , i hate my life .
i hate you for being lidat but it's your life not mine .
i shouldn't have care much ,
14feb , will you be back?
i am still waiting and waiting for the day to come ]:

Time changes everyone

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

i am so busy with school these few days ]:
MATHS is killing me , i dont even know how to do
howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ?

i shall post when i am free , nights people

TAG REPLY

Vivian!: Metta, tag me kkkk. I MISS YOU!
Woodbridgeee ! imissyou too ]:
Felicia: HAHA. boon boon boon! JING YI ~
shutup jingtian , luvs !
Babynana :D: Link me up as well
heh , alright :D
EVELYNNN: You pierced your smiley? :O
yeah , i closed it already . youare ? [;

you are so far away from me

stupid things happen yesterday ! hai i scared dao :x
go police station with siewhong , brandon and johnny .
reach there , the police eye very big like her eye is going to drop soon . HAHA .
waited there , at first was scared
but joke inside the police station [:
mummy came bail me out , went to the opps coffee shop to have my supper.

sorry mom , i let you down again .
i promise there wont be next time okay ?
luvyou ! [:
after this i hope i wont enter police station anymore !

dont know if i am going out anot , last night i dream of something ^^
HEH , how i wish it will happen . cheyyy :x

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hah , okay [:
Annching;: Tiffanyyyyy ! (:
annching ! ; D
Felicia: omg, fk you upside down. MY NAME IS FELICIA OKAY!! WHAT leejing tian, bully me sial. humph, asshole.
also got felicia lee jingtian what ? who want bully you sial ! anyhow ; Dluvs .
qiuang: tiffffini! i miss you tooooooo ]:
qiuang uhhhhh , where are you coming tampines to meet me again ?
Michelle: SO LONG NEVER GO SHOPPING TOGETHER LAHH! ^$%#$@@!@
yeah lorh , BUSYWITH SCHOOL D: find one day we go shop okay ! heh [:

i and mummy do cookies just now , very niceeeeeee ! [:
how i wish i can do it for you ! cheh .
okay i am going out with mummy to shop ! ^^
i love shoppinggggggggggg !
maybe meeting my ashley precious .

will post later ! [;

The last chapter would be about me and you

Thursday ; 15 jan
school school school , i spent most of my time at school ]:
after school went home , meet leejingtian in bus
went kr to slack , afterthat they say want go bedok res cycling .
so went for night riding , halfway siewhong and zhizhong bike spoil .
so they went kr to wait for us , we cycle to 800plus slack awhile .
i took cab-ed home [:

friday ; 16 jan
today suppose to have camp at school , i didnt went school [:
edited

siewhong came my house today , slack watch tvee .
i hate people who prank calls -'-
went to cs to meet wenjie , yanyan and tina came afterthat
went wenjie house , slack and everything .
went to kr , than riding to och .
nobody went up , saw police car .
than we went to eat , saw ahgua ! HEH .
than slack there till11plus .
ashley father fetch me home [:

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school today was bored , chat with soowee classmates ! [:
yanyan and siewhong didn't attend school .
i am going to turn F-A-T !
eateateat everyday , recess eat two bowl of rice :x
after school waited for ashley precious , took bus 28 with ashley and lihui
went ashley house , slack , watch tvee : D
than went mac to have our lunch , wanted to go my house
saw annching , pei her walk to her house there
i and ashkey took bus 19 to my house , we chat damm much today (L)
went home bath and everything , went 201 slack with ashley .
she promise to take bus with me tomorrow , luv you precious [:

TAG REPLY -

passer-by: my sch is a girls sch...
haha , alright [:
AA': Relink :] ,
will relink you soon (:
qiuang: ok nahhh! meet you this week ok! :]
make sure uhhh , i miss you already ! heh : D
Pingping: hahah! i tot only friendster will tio caught, now blog also tio caught ah, thanks to nuffnang right!
Pingping: but here's your tag, & lastly, i miss you yo babe!
yalorh , heh ! see you around soon yeah ; D
PASSER: you pirece your teeth de gum?
i dont know how to say le , think is gum bah ? haha :x

You're something special

The last chapter would be about me and you

school today was fun [:
afterthat went bedok hq , case not closed yet .
tmr school again ! D:

my attitude sucks alot, only people who read my private blog can understand how am i feeling right now .
it's not what i wanted , i didnt want it .
i need you to care , so everything will be alright ]:

You're like an angel

went out with qiuang , she brought her bag .
shop around cs and tm .
went to kr awhile , than walk to 112 to find mk and the rest .
slack till 8plus , qiuang cab me home . thanks ! ^^


why am i treated different from others? ]:
i love you so much , where have you gone ?

if our love was a fairytale

Went out with mom today , went 201 to make my psp games [:
than brought some things from there , went tmart .
ate mac , mom shop around for her things
afterthat went homeee [:
sucha boring day !
meeting qiuang tomorrow , hope tmr will be fun !
i dont want 12 to come so fast , i am going back bedok hq ]:

Tag reply -

passer-by: heys.. jus passed by ur blog.. yea lor rules everyday sia.. my fringe like u leh.. bt hor i mus cut
passer-by: or clip up cus mus b above eyebrow.. -'- omg very nerd..
passer-by: so now i look like nerd cus i mus clip up -.- anw nice blog bb
haha , isee [:
i dont like hair to be above evebrown :x
it looks nerd , i agree .
what school are you in ?
Passer: yr sch is really strict. :X my sch dont catch ankle socks. i pierce my smiley my teacher dont care .
yeah , my school is strict , what school are you in ? [:

if our love was a fairytale

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

CHANGED NUMBER , ask from me if you dont have [:

i closed my smiley D:
teacher is catching me everyday , hair colour , smiley , ear stud , short skirt , ankle socks .
i hate schoollllllllllllllllllll >:
rules rules and rules is everyday .
wake up early in the morning ._.
I still have to suffer another year ! -'-

went school today , was boringggg .
took mrt to simei , slack there .
walk to felicia house , slack at her house there [:
home at 6 plus :D

busy with school D:
i'll blog when i have time okay ! dontmissme ! {;

I miss C badly ]:
only my dear qiuang know who is C , LOL ;x
images keep flashing through my mind
out of a sudden i miss youu ]:
what can i do now ? wait wait wait !
when can i get you back ?
will you catch me when i fall D:

will post when i am free , no mood ! ._.

where have you been ?

meet lihui at tamp , headed to cityhall .
she brought her school bag , cab to bugis street .
shop around , my mom and qiuang came.
brought lots of things , spent over 80plus [;
went back tamp , meet mk&co .
slack at 100plus
qiuang cab me home , thanks ! [;


Felicia , sixian , celestine and girlgirl , michelle , yanyan and ashley ! ; D
i miss all of you very much , meet me soon yeap !
always there for me . heh ! [;

i dont need friends which are not trusted [;

BYE TO 2008 AND HELLO 2009 ! [;

went vivo for countdown , had funn there ! [;
something happen , -'-
played with spray , haha !

020108 -
went school , woke up at 6.3o .
meet felicia , sixian and ashley at mrt platform .
took train to school [;
heng i didnt get caught by dm yeap !
miss ho keep say me good le ! not bad ;x
eat alot during recess , miss those food in school canteen .
ended school at 12.30am .
went outside school , slack and everything
took bus 28 to find qiuang , shaun and one more girl .
mk and the rest came afterthat [;
slack till 5.30 , went home to watch tvee !
around 7plus meet my onglihui !
went pasarmalam , walk around .
slackkkkk ! [;
than she came my house , use comp .
eat and everything till 12plus .
she went homeeeee .
i am meeting onglihui tmr ! maybe meeting qiuang afterthat ! [;

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Hearts aplenty babies!

you think by saying all those words can spoil us ? LAUGH !
try harder my dear friend [;