somehow i miss you ,

hey love , i have been missing you this few days .
i've been crying so much each and every night till i got no more tears ,
and you have been enjoying all these while .
people thought that i am strong , but i aint .
all these while there is only you in my heart , but where are you ?
i miss you so much , did you care ?
slashing doesnt help me already , i dont even know what i will do next ?


Every of my tears and blood i've cause just for you , it seems nothing to you .
i envy those girls around me who's in love , they are so beautiful .
i've been knocked out so easily , so easily that i couldnt imagine i'm so week
so easily that i am going nuts .
tell me what to do ?
i still loveyou ):