Happy birthday barry and michelle (:

Life is always full of ups and down .
ever since you left , that is when i realise you are important .
you but not the person you always mention .
i have always be loving you , just that you didn't realise .
missing you so much sometimes , make me feel like smsing you
i want to tell you alot of things , but i know you wont be there for me .
useless , pointless , whatever i do now is so pointless .
nobody will ever understand .
you know i am still waiting ? you wont know .
you dont even care , you still live your life happily .
while i am sad everyday , missing you everyday , loving you everyday
i dont know when will this stop , it's killing me
i have stop my slashing , what's next ?
you wont know , cos you wont even care .
blame me for saying these or what , it's just those words in my heart .
i am sorry ,


now i am only left with my sisters , they are always there for me .
Felicia , sixian , siewhong , yanyan , nico , doreen , michelle and ashley <3
i miss nico alot , i want to see you .
you are still young , you dont deserve this kind of life .
i hate your family , they dont even fuckcare .
but you know we 8 sisters will be here for you right ?
dont matter what i will wait for you to be out
no matter how long , i will wait (:


Went for barry chalet and my mother friends chalet .
felicia and sixian was drunk
sixian was damm funny , but many things happen
around 12am , went downtown slack .
i saw someone , which make me miss that person the whole night .
ton at panda house , wenjie and the rest also ton .
went home at 7plus , going downtown later again .