The deeper the love, the greater the sacrifice

Sorry people , i wont post anymore after this
Everything just isn't the same
Boring post afterall , you can choose not to read
i'll be back soon ~


Tell me what have i done , to deserve all this things?
Everything is in a mess right now

Dear God. The only thing I ask from you is.. To hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away.

I've learnt how we only regret once we lose it
i never told you how much you meant to me ,
But if ever a day, you find you're better off without me
It's time i should let go , but for now i won't .
I wanted to know why are we like this ?
i may look happy , deep inside it's hurting just like thousand of knifes slashing .
i also wanted to talk to you , but i don't have the courage .
i am stupid , foolish or whatever you could say
sometimes i wonder do you still love me ?
but i can tell you , i didn't fade for you , not a single bit
my heart is always with you , but did you ?
At least tell me what you want now , so i could understand
i got so much things to say to you ,
but i don't have a chance to say it to you.
i didn't wanted to even break with you ,
there's always a special person that no matter what they do you just can't let them go
I can’t believe that it hurts this much. The world should just stop for my pain. It's killing me inside.
i'll hold on to you , till the day you give up on me
You have no idea how good it feels to wake up every morning knowing you are mine and I am yours
i want to know do i still stand a place in your heart ?
I didn't know that one little mistake could come back to haunt me with every breath I take ,
I look back and realise that i am in the wrong .
i'm willing to chance just for you , do you ?
If we give each other another change ,i swear i'll hold on to you
i got no one to talk too , i really need a time on my own .
on one could understand how i'm feeling right now
blame me for being stupid , i know ]:

i ain't the tiffany you know me last time
everything has change , my life have to change too .
i want to attend school everyday , quit smoking and get a better life
trust me i can do it , it's a matter of time
by this month , i hope i can .
i'll be a better girl from now onwards , less than 10 sticks of cigg per day
wo ke yi de ~ !

justelvenmoredayswhyisthiskindofthingshappening? ):
your voice was the soundtrack of my summer ,
It would be better if all those sad, lonely corners of my heart just shrivels up and die.
after what we've been through , I wrote these words cause I love you, only you.

ok , bye peopleeeeee !
wait for me to post again okayyyyyy !
i better eat my medicine now , how forgetful ._.